Patterns and Psychols 

“I’ve seen this before.”

“You sure love torturing yourself.”

“You guys are toxic, but if this is what you want, nobody’s stopping you.”

This is the kind of shit I hear from my friends a lot lately. Our cycles are so predictable and everyone knows it. At least there’s a pattern. At least we know what it’s going to look like in advance.

Do I deserve better? I’m not sure. Does she deserve better? Yeah I don’t know. We’re both awful to each other. It looks like I’ll be ok after all.