“I’ve seen this before.”
“You sure love torturing yourself.”
“You guys are toxic, but if this is what you want, nobody’s stopping you.”
This is the kind of shit I hear from my friends a lot lately. Our cycles are so predictable and everyone knows it. At least there’s a pattern. At least we know what it’s going to look like in advance.
Do I deserve better? I’m not sure. Does she deserve better? Yeah I don’t know. We’re both awful to each other. It looks like I’ll be ok after all.