Am I ever going to be able to get over her? This feels totally unfair. I thought I was doing what I was supposed to be doing. This is so frustrating! I suspect she’s going to move on quickly. That’s going to be devastating to watch. I can’t think of a more immense pain. I don’t think I’ll make it too much longer after that.
She wants me to move out but I don’t have anywhere to go. I’m not ready for this. I don’t know anybody here. I don’t have help. I’m not strong enough for this right now.
I feel so hopeless.
I don’t deserve this.
