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Late Advice

I read something this afternoon and it made me reflect a little. Where was this advice years ago? It said: “If you keep your expectations low, you’ll never be disappointed.”…
August 28, 2024
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Clarity and Peace

I think I’ve found some clarity. I’m breathing a little easier than I have been lately. I think I’ve made assumptions about the true intentions that weren’t really accurate. I…
August 28, 2024
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Patterns and Psychols 

“I’ve seen this before.” “You sure love torturing yourself.” “You guys are toxic, but if this is what you want, nobody’s stopping you.” This is the kind of shit I…
August 27, 2024
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Day Two

Today’s day two of the rest of my life. This feels like prison. I can see her, but I can’t hold her. Hell, I can’t even talk to her. She’s…
August 26, 2024
Walls Are Closing In
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Walls Are Closing In

Am I ever going to be able to get over her? This feels totally unfair. I thought I was doing what I was supposed to be doing. This is so…
August 24, 2024
Closing Thoughts
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Closing Thoughts

I wanted to reflect a little bit on recent weeks and months, and express a few of the thoughts that are rattling around inside my brain right now. I’ve had…
August 23, 2024
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Relieved but Grateful

When everything started happening a year ago, I was devastated. I wasn’t sure how I was going to get over this, how I was gonna get through this and I…
April 24, 2024