Clarity and Peace

I think I’ve found some clarity. I’m breathing a little easier than I have been lately. I think I’ve made assumptions about the true intentions that weren’t really accurate. I…

Patterns and Psychols 

“I’ve seen this before.” “You sure love torturing yourself.” “You guys are toxic, but if this is what you want, nobody’s stopping you.” This is the kind of shit I…

Day Two

Today’s day two of the rest of my life. This feels like prison. I can see her, but I can’t hold her. Hell, I can’t even talk to her. She’s…
Walls Are Closing In

Walls Are Closing In

Am I ever going to be able to get over her? This feels totally unfair. I thought I was doing what I was supposed to be doing. This is so…
Closing Thoughts

Closing Thoughts

I wanted to reflect a little bit on recent weeks and months, and express a few of the thoughts that are rattling around inside my brain right now. I’ve had…

Update On My Garden

I never thought in my entire life that I would actually enjoy working in the garden. Does that mean I’m old now? I definitely feel older. I’m slower, things hurt…

Relieved but Grateful

When everything started happening a year ago, I was devastated. I wasn’t sure how I was going to get over this, how I was gonna get through this and I…
Home At Last

Home At Last

After effectively being homeless (by choice) for almost a year, I’m happy to announce that we’ve moved into a new home. I set my compass to the west back in…